Practitioner Profile 02779...Japan
In 2009 I was given the opportunity to become a practitioner of Sai Vibrionics. This was such a precious gift and blessing for me as I had been very interested in alternative therapies but had not yet found such a simple and effective one.
Vibrionics seva has provided me with tremendous opportunities to serve the needy in Japan as well as India. In a village medical camp (gramma seva) in India, I was greatly privileged to serve more than 200 patients who waited in a long line during the half-day seva period. This experience allowed me to taste the joy and delight of serving as an instrument for their healing.
When I first began to practice Vibrionics, although I could experience a glimpse of joy of seva, I still viewed healing from an intellectual perspective more than as a manifestation of Divine blessing. This was the result of long years spent as a student of Theosophy, with its emphasis on the mind and intellect.
In due course, real joy and awareness came to me in 2012, after three years of seva, when I was almost broken physically and mentally. At that time, for period of some months, I was devoting 6 hours and often more than 6 hours every day to meditation. It is often said that meditation without seva is dangerous and that was the very case for me. I was too ambitious and greedy for spiritual evolution. I had to admit that deep in my heart there was still a “me” who sought praise and applause from patients and people around them, as well as a “me” who wanted to advance spiritually through seva.
One day when I went out to participate in a group mediation, I became aware that something was wrong. I felt somehow very uneasy, even frightened without any special reason. Overcome by these feelings, I gave up visiting the venue and went straight back home. The strange feeling of uneasiness continued even after I reached home – actually it continued for 4 to 5 months. I felt as if I had been plunged into a dark world, groping for any help and support I could find. I was forced to become aware that nobody could help me except God: God or Sai was the only Being I could cling to for help. For several days, I could not breathe without thinking of Him, since that was the only way for me to calm myself in this devastating situation. I could not sleep at night without holding His picture. My instinct told me that the only way to rescue myself was to serve people in need as embodiments of Sai. And that was what I did to restore myself. Literally each one of my patients became for me a Sai who extended helping hands to me. I cried out in gratitude for being given those opportunities for seva. This experience totally transformed my attitude towards seva as well as the nature of healing.
Patients are verily a gift and blessing from Sai or True Self. All the phenomena that I experience or persons whom I encounter are just a mirror showing me past memories or data hidden deep in my subconscious mind which have been waiting to be cleared, cleansed and erased. Every fault, need, or disease which I perceive in other people or organizations or countries or the world at large, is just the reflection of my own past memories or data. The only thing I can do is just to cleanse or erase my memories through seva, appreciation and love – not focusing outside of me but inside me. In this way, my true light can come out without any cloud of memories or prejudices or fixed ideas or obsessions. As a result of my experience, I have come to understand Swami’s teachings, ‘Everything is reaction, reflection and resound of your mind’, and ‘I am God and You are also God. You are responsible for everything which happens to you’.
Of course I have a long way to go and am still on the path of exploring His Grace, but I pray my every desire will be sublimated to seek His blessing to be a pure instrument for Him.
In Japan we enjoy a relatively high standard of health care with an advanced medical system and a program of national health insurance. But my impression is that an increasing number of people are gradually becoming aware of the negative side of conventional allopathic medicine and are seeking more effective and safer alternative therapies. I sincerely wish and pray that Swami’s gift of Vibrionics will become better understood and ever more widely accepted and utilized throughout Japan.
[Editor’s note: This practitioner has treated a wide range of diseases successfully. Further details about this practitioner, who holds a PhD and has been a leader in Human Values education, were published in the Proceedings of the First International Sai Vibrionics Conference, Prashanti Nilayam, January 2014, pp. 107-112, together with several additional cases. We are grateful for his excellent work in organising the Japan Team practitioner profiles featured in this issue.]